really?! Only 8 days away??

Really? It's only 8 days away??? I can't believe how fast time really flies when your planning a wedding. I know everyone always says that but when you get engaged it seems like its so far away until the actual day!! Well it's been a VERY stressful year and I have to be honest...I should have eloped. If I knew that everyone would be calling me a bridezilla or other mean things I would not have put myself through all this! I honestly have not asked for anything out of the ordinary. I am not bossy(or at least I do not think I am) I just wanted things done the way we wanted them after all it is Pat and my wedding. That sounds bridezilla-ish but it's true. Pat is truly the man for me, he put up with the crying(alot), the fighting, and me just being moody when it was not his fault whatsoever! He was/is there whenever I need him. He knows exactly what to say 90% of the time and always makes me feel better. He is the most genuinly nice guy you'll ever meet. He does things for people because he wants to-ask Janelle about the birthday card that he wouldn't let me sign b/c it was from him and he asked where mine was for her!!! I had to sneak to sign it! He never lets what anyone says about him bother him, he hates gossip and will always keep a secret-I envy him for that! Though it has been one heck of a year I have to say it is worth it b/c I get so much out of it! I get to marry the man of my dreams-my best friend. Don't get me wrong though- I am so thankful for what everyone has done for the wedding. I am thankful that I have a mother that takes an idea and makes it come to life and enjoys decorating and making things beautiful-for cheap!! I am greatful for my future in-laws-they are an awesome, loving family and I'm lucky to have them. Also thank-you to my sisters and sis-n-law for the awesome bridal showers. And Ray-you saved me from an anxiety attack :)